10-23-2004 - 4:02 p.m.
Ok, I promise I won't bore you all with an entire entry about Steve, but I must include a small tidbit about his latest antics. Last Friday, on my sister's birthday mind you, he gave my sister a lecture about how me and her are both "crazy" and how we have "major self esteem issues". What??? Ok, I'm not perfect and maybe I could benefit from seeing a therapist now and then (but honestly who wouldn't?), but who is he to judge??? He's the person who's incapable of carrying on a normal conversation without the presence of alcohol. He's the person who can't function without alcohol. (This summer when he quit drinking for 2 weeks he was late for work for the first time ever and "felt like crap" all the time.) So really, don't judge another person (and her sister) on their "issues" until you've straightened out your own! And anways, for all his talk on self esteem, I wasn't the one too embarrassed to take off my shirt because of my gigantic beer gut everytime we hooked up so HA!
Yeah so anyway...
My perfect future husband/soulmate is already married. Go figure. Damn wives, they're such a buzz kill!
My mother is totally insane. I can never do anything to please her. She constantly complains that I don't clean or do laundry. Then I do laundry and she's like "What??? You did laundry??? I wasn't done doing my laundry!!!" (in a loud shrill panicky voice). Um... does the washer not function just because it's already done my two loads of laundry??? Does it have a personal load limit per day? I have no idea what the uproar was all about. So I told her I'm officially done trying, because if I'm gonna hear her bullshit anyways, why waste my time and effort doing domestic chores?
I've been contemplating buying a condo in a town that I don't really want to live in because it's all I can afford at the moment. And today's episode made me take several gigantic steps closer to doing just that. Perhaps Steve's right. Maybe I am crazy and it runs in the family.
I have a fabulous new autumn inspired hair color! I went from blonde highlights with nasty dark brown roots growing in to a fantastic light brown with a hint of red. And some of the highlights are still faintly showing through so it's not all one color and it's just fantastic!
Man, I gotta fet my fat ass to the gym. Which reminds me, did you see Kanye West's new video for "The New Workout Plan"??? It's too funny.
