04-23-2004 - 10:35 a.m.
My round 2 date with Tom went so well that I'm almost certain he won't be calling me back.
I'm not being pessimistic, I'm just facing the facts of a little bitch called "Karma". Basically, I totally ditched that other guy I went out with last month, which means my ass is next in line for a send-off. Alicia Keys says it all- "What goes around, comes around, What goes up, must come down." So yeah, after my wonderful evening last night, I'm almost certainly bound to come crashing back down.
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I'm really psyched about my marathon. I'm all official now, with my donations website and everything. It's going to be hard for me to straight up ask people for donations, so I think this task will be wonderful for my "I have no balls" complex. One of my best friends has already given me shit about "getting suckered in" to donating money, so I guess it really just comes down to asking the right people (aka people with a HEART). We'll see how it all goes down.
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My newest dilemma is "Should I stay or should I go?" I have the opportunity to move out of my parents house for relatively cheap, but I'm such a freaking chicken shit that I'm second guessing if I'll be able to hack it. I'm like "What will I eat?, Who will I swap handbags with?, Where will I get furniture?, Will I be totally broke?" I don't know why I'm so obssessed with being broke, considering the fact that some people raise a family of 4 on my salary. Perhaps it's the $3,000 tuition bill I just recieved to take 2 lousy classes at what is hands down the shittiest college in the tri-state area. A 16% tuition hike is just beyond bullshit, especially considering the fact that they hire the biggest morons they can find to teach the classes!
Same shit, different day, right?
