04-26-2005 - 9:58 p.m.
So I'm once again left to ponder the question... What the fuck is wrong with me?
Friday night was great. Dinner conversation was wonderful, he alluded to us hanging out in the future, and I didn't say anything too awful or stupid. But then out of nowhere he just abruptly ended the night. When he walked me to my car he gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and a "I'll call you sometime".
Now I'm not really that devastated about the fact that he didn't call, because let's be honest, boys lie. Plus they never call me anyway so it's not the first and most likely not the last time this will happen.
The thing that irks me so much is that I can't figure out what is wrong with me. It's not that one guy's not into me, it's that ALL guys aren't into me. It's a scary, scary trend. I mean, I'm not cute, but damn I've seen plenty of ugly women with men. And I'm not skinny, but there's certainly plenty of fatties with BFs. And my personality is in desperate need of some tweeking, but even girls with NO personality are getting some love. I suppose the combination of the 3 is doing me in?
In lighter news, I'm done school for the semester, and summer session doesn't start until July. Hooray! I'm finally gonna take my golf lessons!
