05-01-2005 - 8:32 p.m.
Wow, can you believe it's May already?
Yesterday was this big street festival thing by the bay which pretty much consists of people getting wasted while bands play in the parking lots of bars. Needless to say, I hit that up full force. I even got my mom to drop me off yesterday afternoon and then come get me at 10 last night when I could no longer see straight. Yes, it was a good day, despite the bad weather.
Of course, since it was a major drinking event, Mr. Steve and his trusty sidekick Miss Saggy Tits/Big Mouth were there. Of course as we're walking up to this one bar who is the very first person I see but Miss STBM who is standing right there at the entrance in line for the porta-potty. And she's staring right at me, so obviously she saw me. Then later I'm standing talking to this lady I used to work with, when BOOM! this huge guy walks right into me. And it's none other than Steve himself. I turn and grab the back of his shirt and he just keeps on walking. And then today I see him and he's like "Hey, were you out yesterday?" I'm like, what a freaking bull shitting mother fucker. His Saggy Tit accomplice totally saw me there AND he freaking physically assaulted me, and then he trys to play it off like he didn't see me. Plus I bitched out his roommate because he didn't say hi to me, so one way or another he definitely knew of my presence yesterday. What a jackass.
The sad thing is, I still find him attractive.
Although today I was thoroughly disgusted by his choice of meals when I had to wait on him at work. All I can say is, no wonder why the boy is overweight and constantly looks like he's on the verge of having a massive coronary.
And I felt like such a loser on Friday when my mom casually asked about the guy I went out with last week and I had to sheepishly admit that I'm such a loser he didn't call me back. My poor mother, she was very dissapointed.
I'm really a mess when it comes to the men!
