02-06-2007 - 9:30 p.m.
I can't remember ever falling this hard for a guy.
In news that has shocked basically not one single member of my family or inner circle, Scott and I are back together.
Though I'm sure one or two of them has called me an idiot behind my back!
The whole "she says she's 3 months pregnant and she's keeping it" line ripped right out of Usher's "Confessions" obviously killed our relationship and I was trying my best to move on. Then, 2 weekends ago he contacted me to let me know that the baby no longer existed- the girl claimed "complications" and poof! there was no longer a love child on the way. I haven't really gotten the whole scoop on the matter (I know, I know, that's stupid on my part) but I'm pretty certain this chick was just a certified whacko. Anyway, I was pretty bugged out that he got a hold of me, we talked a bit, and that was that.
Then the assault happened.
The following night I went out with some friends and proceeded to get pretty trashed due to the fact that some guy decided I'd be his shot partner for the evening. In my drunken state, I thought I saw Scott walk by me but then figured it was just hallucinations kicking in. But no, it was him. So the next time I saw him, I grabbed him and started talking to him. I'm not sure exactly all that transpired in that conversation, but my friend Lori is still laughing about when she walked up and found me with my hand so tight around his neck that he was begging me to let him go and his face about an inch from mine screaming at him. Oops, did I do that? So the next day he called me to let me know that he had some serious nail marks down the side of his neck, and a marathon 4 hour conversation ensued.
And basically, we're back!
